I've been afraid to even put it into writing, because I just don't know if it will actually happen. My ideal plan would be to do daycare through Christmas and give a 3 week notice to my daycare parents so that I would be done just as we're leaving for our family cruise. We leave on Jan. 22nd for an adults only family cruise....how nice would it be to come home afterwards and NOT have to do daycare again. Oh my gosh, that would be so great. I'm just not sure if we can pull it off....as far as money goes. Will we have enough saved? Will the adoption cost more than we are anticipating? Will I be busy enough at the salon if I start working a couple daytime hours? So many questions and no sure answers. I just have to have faith. I know God has a plan in all of this and I have to keep reminding myself of that. He'll show us what to do and when it's the right decision, it will not stress us out but rather give us peace. I look forward to that day.